okay.
i am doing this post out of frustration.
maybe that's a good motivation?
cos i don't remember posting anything a month back,
until now.
though i actually had a draft post that i did in the airport lounge at brisbane before my flight back,
didn't finish it and wanted to complete the next day, which was a thursday.
but deleted it in the end.
whatever, i found it too revealing and i don't do those type of posts.
maybe i had a couple back in the archives that appear so,
but my feelings wouldn't be as obvious that it could just be read superficially.
they would be shown, not told.
spending 10mins on this post and period.
so far, 3's gone.
why this frustration?
cos i have an ivp project that needs to be completed by 17th june.
there was supposed to be a third draft meeting today or something. but i wasn't contacted about any shit. so i have to get a meeting down with the mentor in between now till the deadline, and more meetings with group members for building of stuff and reports.
that, in conjunction with a history and geography project that should be harder that i think.
which was, something along this word: "difficult"
AND chinese crap and whatever rubbish from other subjects.
haha and i still have cca.
training hours extended, days per week also.
have nothing against it,
parents from rgs and ri were nice to help me out when i came late because of stuff ( usually )
jeez, it also happened that some ask their child to stop for that session and allow me a lane.
and the gals and guys were nice and gracious to do so.
but now, a training session added to transport time is 6hours.
i was sick before the day i left for australia too.
woke up to a throat inflammation, slight fever and aching thighs and shoulders on the previous sunday.
so i have done nothing much for my fitness over the past 2 weeks.
feel like some weak crap now...
because i have to juggle these three more so now,
when i have only 2 weeks LEFT,
i am frustrated.
true to the essence.
posted because of frustration, posted on frustration.
