i dont like roses.
just yesterday, i got pricked by roses
were they rose bushes?
but anyway i saw a stalk of rose among uhh.. bushes of thorns...
as i found out with my sense of touch.
not like i wanted to get the bloody rose in the first place.
it was just that something of mine kindof landed among them and i wanted it back.

actually it wasn't the case that i was blind and not be able to see the thorns and stuff.
but the thing is, something of mine landed on a ledge
that was one story high.
so i started to use my fingers to pull myself up and over the ledge
okay..
that and shoulder muscles i guess.
it was hundred times harder than rockclimbing or a stupid pull-up
and when i managed to heave my body over,
i found out that thorns from the lovely roses were pricking me.
in the end, i decided not to take the lost object that was nested among the roses.
the thorns were pain enough,
and i don't want to risk falling down :\

not a sucker for roses but..
there's something about it being hard to get that attracts me.
although it wasn't what i was actually looking for.
like how sometimes, you usually find things or people when you aren't looking for them or
looking for something else.
whether it is something that you might had wished for before, or not.
but when you meet with the thing or person or something, you are usually caught off-guard arent you?

pardon this nonsense.

school today was horrible.
actually it wasnt.
the lesson plan was.
the way we "conducted" it wasn't.
--for all we did was to get back our test papers.

wow. i'm surprised. i didn't fail any subjects
and i am also badly disappointed
got back 5 papers
all had crap results
take away the 4.0s
the 3.2's i had were sickeningly close to 3.6
and the 3.6 were so close to 4.0
i hate myself,
and was i like super high and drunken when i did the papers?
cos something seemed really weird and wrong.

for english paper, part of it was the comprehension.
okay i got 14/20 or something.
but when i counted my mistakes..
i counted 3 marks worth of mistake only.
one mark was that i missed a point, a true mistake.
then another one was because i used a word in the question for my answer and i had to minus the whole thing.
and the last one..
might not be a mistake cos i appealed and teacher's checking my ans now.
my answer wasn't in the answer list but someone else from some another class put a similar answer and got it right..while i got it wrong.
hope but doubt i will get the mark anyway, no offense -.-

and the 3 marks went to?
..missing out and not doing the last 2/3 questions
what the?
no i had enough time,
we were supposed to do a letter also in the same given time with the comprehension and i completed it with 10/15 mins to spare.
but i was blind, and i didnt see the giveaway questions and 3 marks flew away...

chinese..
wrong words did me in.
but i know people ( singular? ) who cheered me up with their retardness of how they did the paper.
thanks man HAHAHA x)

science, what happened?
like i lost 5/6 marks for the front part of physics cos my operations used for the calculations were completely opposite
and maths, the fraction was " /14 " all along and it suddenly became " /12" in my workings.
and when i should be studying history, i studied geog.
so that means i dint study for the eoys for history at all..
except the timespan of five mins from the time someone told me i studied wrongly and before the paper started.

havent received geog yet. not interested to know. hope i will do well/okay/not fail
did crap for the last paper
cos most people got 4.0 but i was like 1/2 marks away from it.
i was too tired to be sad.
but reality kicked in later on.
one good paper that i can be happy about please?
rather impossible, but it cant hurt to try to satisfy me ._.

i have to write some article for weird competition now,
which i had forgotten.
so i shall start now.
wonder how the concert for "the click five" and the "black eyed peas" are going now.
how i wish i could be there but..
should be a blast =x
stuck at home rushing rubbish now.
oh well, ups and downs.

to end of, it had been a wonderful day of chick flicks and smelly tissuepapers in the world of 1J today!

:D

I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why you'd even try
But I won't lie