it wouldn't be the wisest thing that you will have done
wisest thing for the cca at the very least,
to make me quit.
why don't you just learn to shut up first,
when i am staring down at you straight in the eye
and when everyone else kept silent and was trying to look away almost immediately.
including the teacher.
why? you can't sense anything wrong?
people respect their senior because..
they are older and thus assumed, to have done and went through the hardships, and whatever else the younger ones are only starting to go through.
but if you do something to lose it.
then too bad.
and i don't care who you are, cca senior.
so please learn to respect my anger instead.
i don't like to use words of extremes.
i really don't.
but still,
i HATE people to shout.
even more when it's done to me.
on a lighter note.
sorry.
sorry for my erratic online habits this week.
cos i feel sleepy and tired for most of the days.
not really during school
but i just conk out later..
it has already gotten me in trouble before.
but i am glad that for the first time,
a stranger bothered to wake me up when i fell asleep in the train.
grateful to the couple of which the girlfriend pestered her boyfriend to wake me.
thanks. i guess.
and for these few days...
i wouldn't want to hurt you accidentally with my words.
so i choose not to be online okay?
sorry.
the nicest people can just be the ugliest.
sometimes.
and these "times",
whether they happen is always in your power.
something sacred.
something so beautiful.
something quiet to ease my mind.
when the pressure's takin' me over and over.
